So obviously my previous post is a little intense and overly emotional. Last night prior to writing I had spent several hours trying to create a writing sample as requested by someone I have an interview with tomorrow. Too much brain power gone + MC woes = messy.
I just had a good conversation with a very encouraging friend who thinks I should keep going past 10 days if desired black expelation (not a word) does not occur tomorrow. Today hasn't been that difficult though. I feel like I could keep going. My energy levels are fine and staying on the Cleanse longer isn't that unreasonable.
I've just gotta listen to my body tomorrow. I have an internship interview in the city at 3 o'clock. I'm most likely going to drive because train times don't really mesh and I feel like I have more control when I drive. Depending on how I feel physically and mentally after having done that, in combination with how I feel Thursday morning when I wake up, will determine if I go longer.
I wish I had some buddies to talk to who have done the MC. Like... I've read about some seriously gross sounding stuff coming out and I wonder if I'm chasing a dream. I mean that sounds so pathetic(!) but seriously, I just want the maximum desired result from my diligence and commitment to this thing. I wonder if the things I read about don't happen to everyone...
I know some MCers have started following me on Twitter and thus presumably read this, so hit me up with a message on Twitter if you have some insight on the black solids and such. It'd be invaluable at this point.
Oh, and this lemonade, which I originally thought tasted great, officially no longer does. I'm bored with it. Give me some new flavor!
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expelation might not be a word... but expulsion is :P
ReplyDeleteso, this whole master cleanse thing is totally fascinating to me, and i kind of wish you'd stuck with it/hope you're sticking with this blog so i can hear more about it/the aftermath of it. i love how you've incorporated In Defense of Food into this, too. That book was basically my bible while i was writing my column for the UDK.
also i want to spy on your post kjhk life.
also also, if you think wifeswap's a gem, have you seen 16 and pregnant? i just watched all six episodes + the reunion in the past 24 hours and the range of emotions i've had is embarrassingly ridiculous. i keep trying to convince myself it's a "documentary" and not a glorified version of maury, but it's not working.